attempt1

Doing freelance here now. Ya, at this hour. Already had my work, waiting for my friend to leave. Mmm, of cause everything seems to be different from my office. I think i smoked 3 times more cigarettes than i smoke in my office, i see males here, i haven't had any male colleague in almost 3 years, spacious working environment, people will ask, 'huh?' even if you mutter, they eat on time, time passes by pretty fast, my have somebody to turn to if i'm having any trouble, you find very difficult to figure out who left the semi-flushed shit in the bowl...

new year resolution?

Life has been getting so meaningless lately, I always have the feeling that i haven't done enough things in a day, or should i say i've been wasting time? I don't really get it, everything seems to be so path-less. I'm so clueless at my work, always stuck in the condition that i don't even know why am i in the office, messy situation, always struggle about 'okay, what should i do next?', is it the job or it's me? Thinking about leaving the job, of cause, it's like the thought i've been having in my mind right after the day i joined. Then where to go? Is that the place where i should be going? (not the rite time to mention the name of the place), still doubting about should or shouldn't i go back?!? but then, where else? I know how much i understand the line of 'the more that you wait, the more time that you waste' (remember that?), but i'm just too pathetic in decision making.
The new year is getting so close, i think something just has to be done. Setting up new year resolution? If i set something too hard to accomplish, it's pointless, but if set something easy, i don't get the glory of achievement. Well, i'm never a good planner, but at least i'm having something in my mind which i probably will try it my best.

Resolution 1: Get in shape.
Ya, i know round is a shape, but i want something looks more delicious. I've been going to gym for a year plus, i still don't really see any results on me (well, there might be a little, but no major change), what's wrong with me?!?! Am i not discipline enough? No, i forced myself to go at least 3 times a week, then what? I really have no idea, well, maybe i don't work hard enough, i think i just have to work harder, or maybe change the routine. I just wanna get rid of my tummy, it's been there for centuries. I don't hope to get the wash board shape, but at least make it flat, plz...

Resolution 2: Change job.
I'm kinna tired working in my current company, i started to work here even before Bitchy Spears gone mad (she's been mad for years), so i really need to get outta here. Here has left nothing for me to stay, except the flexible working hour, the long lunch hour, the unlimited excess of internet for me to download videos and movies, having my own room, working without boss in the office most of the time (or all the time), (therefore) having the exclusivity to sleep at working hour, day dreaming, shopping, net surfing, msn-ing, blogging, and etc. So, am i mad or what, aren't those are what every working class has been dreaming to have? Maybe i'm just mad, but i know these are so unhealthy, i feel like i'm degenerating... sigh.

Resolution 3: Make more money.
Of cause changing job could be one of the way, but i mean not only that. I may want to try out new things to get extra. Look for some other ways to earn more money, freelancing, do some business maybe.

Resolution 4: Get myself my own place.
Well, i said get myself, i meant get it by myself (or else who would?). I hope i would be able to get myself my own place in the coming year (years). Although i still don't see the possibility is big enough, but i'll try hard. I always been trying, maybe not hard enough.

Resolution 5: Meet more people.
I always have the face writing 'don't come near me!', or 'fuck off' or 'leave me alone'. I think i have the most unapproachable cibai face in the whole Singapore (well, i don't live there, but the dear place is famous with cibai faces). I never good at mingle with people, with stranger. Maybe i don't like to, or maybe i'm just bad at doing it. So, i hope i could change it, in order to have a more pleasant future in mingling.

I'm not somebody that difficult to pleased, i'm think i'm kinna simple. I don't plan for something too extraordinary, or too impossible to happen. Ya, i know impossible is nothing, but impossible is also something that has the least possibility to happen. I know something could just never happen to sudden people.

UPDATE
I didn't mean to leave you guys outta my reason of staying in this place, so sorry. I might be in the situation of desperado, but i really didn't mean that. Of cause i like you guys, in fact, those are the reason i enjoyed working here. I might not meet as much people as i work in other company, but knowing you guys is just amazing. Being around you guys is so much fun (okay, excluded those stressful expensive lunch), maybe is because every each of you is so unique and hilarious, i just like you guys. So, don't be silly, of cause you are my favorite.

finally

Finally, i've got it.

toys for sale

I really want to get rid of this, my room has no space for it. It's called Mutant Earth from Stan Winston Creatures. I bought this a few years back, but it still wrapped in the packaging nicely, haven't been opened before. RM20 per figure, but i only sell it for the whole series, which are 6 figures, i'll round up the price to RM100. Please, any taker?

headache

I've got many things going around, not work, definitely. I have to renew my car insurance, road tax, thinking of leaving my job, looking for new job, looking for hotels, thinking of what to buy for christmas presents (ewww, this is the worst), is it really so much things going around, or it's just me? Sigh, so messy.
I never really like christmas, what is it so 'suppose to be happy' actually?!?! I always don't get it, is everybody has to have the feeling of joy for the festive?! Then what is it? the trees? the lights? or what? I kinna hate buying christmas present, have to think what to buy, what people like, affordable price, it's so headache, and some more you'll never get anything you like in return (not when u have no budget to buy people nice pressie). Then what is the fun about it? Am i pathetic? I can never feel the joy of it, not even if i try really hard. Except i could get a nice sleep on the day, because it's holiday.
Or maybe i just never like things that are commonly likable. It's like, when people say how hot is David Beckham, i would say i'll rather hook with Mrs. Beckham, or how people crazy about Harry Potter, i haven't even watch the first episode of the series, i just don't do 'should' & 'must'.
I'm getting my machine tomorrow, exciting.

a month to 2008

A month left before we enter 2008. What had you done? What haven't you done? Haha, even i can't answer that. So happen that after my previous post, i saw the possibility of it happening. The feeling has been getting stronger.

eccentric samurai

This collection from John Galliano is so fucking cool, it's some kinna samurai warrior and electropunk vagrant crossing. I always like samurai thingy, the couture, the warrior, the artistic, the costume and etc, i think there are so damn cool. I hope these are not made to wear (definitely not in this kampong country), or you expect somebody throw you eggs (rotten). Check out gqstyle.com for the whole collection.

my office

I think i have the weirdest office in the whole universe. (sigh, you'll know why it didn't end with an exclamation mark)
By saying office, it says all, the place, the people, the environment, the atmosphere, the job, the work, the neighbor, everything. I have only 2 people in my office, my colleague and I, well, ya, only 2 of us. 2 people working? Ya. So, where's the boss? He seldom come to the office. Sometimes, i see him once a month, or twice. Then who give us work, hmm, I'm not sure about this, the client??
The company started with 2 people, then 3, then 4, then 5, then 3, then 2, or 3, no, it's actually 2 and a half, since my boss no longer working here, (ya, he's actually working for another company now, funny kan?) he shouldn't be counted in, then we have an accounts whom we are actually sharing with another company, that makes 2 & a half. My office is in a bungalow. 2 people live in a bungalow? that'd be too spacious kan? We are sharing the lot with another company, so, we have neighbor, of cause, they are weird too, aren't we staying under 1 roof? They have more bosses than the staffs, sometimes. Ya, the amount of their bosses is changeable. We don't really have boss, they have too many bosses.
You wouldn't see anyone in my office before 10 every morning. Of cause there is exception, ya, sometimes you can't even see anyone untill 11. If i'm not mistaken, my office hour start from 9 to 6. Of caus i'm 1 of those, i'm still in gym at 9. And we have the most flexible lunch hour in the whole universe as well. it could start anytime and end anytime! And the duration could be hours or days! (oh, that's too much, but hours is true.) That's why so many activities can be done during lunch time, eat (of coz), shopping (we do this a lot), car wash sending, banking, pedicure & manicure (I know you'll read this, but i mean no offense), shopping and shopping (that's why i repeat it).
You can also see the weirdest people in this habitat, alcoholics (people who drink 8-9 times a week), smokers, homosexual, heterosexuals, chinese, petak 3, petak 4, petak 5 (all are others races), people who like to eat... a lot (but she's not fat), people who can't live without internet access (this is acceptable), people who don't even use computer (no, he's not a dispatch), people who thinks USB flash drive can be finished (I was asked to stock up if it's finished), people who always so 'kan cheong' until she calls a paper factory to order some normal size envelope which you can actually get it in a normal bookstore, people who don't know we have dictionary in our handphone now a days, people who like to come to the office so much even on weekends, people who don't come to the office whenever they don't feel like to, people who'll be on MC whenever her period comes... too many kinds of characters, can't recall all in a moment, i bet you can't find these people in a normal office (at least not all at a time).
I do feel lost sometime, i feel like is that something wrong with me by staying in this place, it's so unhealthy in so many ways (that doesn't mean i didn't enjoy it), it's not that i don't like the people here, i like all of them (well, almost all of them), but it feels wrong, somehow i feel something wrong with working in this office, i just can't tell. It's like aren't those things are what a normal working class would dream to have? I don't know, it just very confusing...
Anyway, i'd finished my folio, my first folio in 4 years. I haven't had any idea of where to use it, i just think i need to get prepared, so that i can just go when i gotta go (but don't forget to look back sometimes, blah... haha).

freerice.com

I saw this on newspaper last week, then my friend sent me the URL. This website, freerice.com offers a vocabulary game, by playing the game, for each word you get right, they donate 10 grains of rice to the United Nations World Food Program. The more you play, the more you donate, no worry it's not from your pocket, no registration requited.
I'm not sure how true is this, but even if it's not true, just for the sake of playing the game, it could be nice enough to play, at least i think it'd be better compare to playing the facebook (no offence).

beowulf

Haven't been to cinema in a while, i went for Beowulf last weekend, first time experience in 1U GSC, and it's truly is 1 of the coolest cinema in town.
The film was entertaining, fascinating CG animation, beautiful scenes rendering, amazing cast (does it still called cast when all characters were created?). What an impressive work for Malaysia board of film censorship, i saw the longest time of a full nudity scene for a movie. Because nothing major was showed? or because it an animated feature? or because it happened in a fighting scene? Well, who cares, it's not they make another nonsense cut, so i think nobody will complain if too much of fresh was showed kan? Haha, anyway, i enjoyed the scene.
By visiting the website then only i found out that Paramounts had given the agreement for Mcfarlane Toys to produce action figures based on the movie. Something is missing for lineup, there are Beowulf, Grendel, Dragon and Grendel's mother. For the Grendel's mother, instead of angelina figure, they did that ugly bitch which appear when Grendel went back to his mother at the beginning of the film. I thought they would do the human body angelina figured monster, sigh, disappointednya. So, if you didn't really see how does she look like (who did?), can have a look at the sculpted figure. Well, not only this, of cause i had a bigger disappointment by knowing that they didn't do Beowulf from the scene when he was fighting with Grendel, that would definitely a better choice.

tv commercial

Oh, believe me, this is a coincidence, I didn't plan to have 3 YouTube videos in a roll. Though, it's easier, because i don't need to think so much to write, it's always been hard for me, sigh. This is a tv commercial from the spice girls, (ya, the second video from the girls). I think they really got it going on, good for them. And i think the tvc is pretty funny, but a bit stupid, but funny, you'll like it if you like them. Oh, and the Christmas is coming... I never really like the festive, or do i? I don't even remember when was the last time i really had a nice Christmas, sigh. I do think the 2 from my ex company was pretty cool, at least i got drunk (don't get me wrong, it's never been hard to get me.) Wait, so is Christmas on November?!?!

fergie, clumsy

The post production work from fergie's clumsy is so fucking cool.

the return of the spice aunties

I'm not sure, this is so weird and boring. Had they done their best? They are making those who'd bought their concert ticket regret. The name of the song is also telling people that they are grouping again for money. Posh should change to Pose.

cibai face

I went back to the One academy this morning. I left 2 paintings last time when i graduated, and it was like 20 years ago. I know it was a long time ago, and i should have collected it, but I've never been to Sunway ever since i left the college (or maybe once or twice), and was busy working, and lazy. So I called a few weeks ago, asked for assistance to look for the artworks, though i had prepared that they might lost 'em. After a week, i called for second time, somebody said she needed some more time, then i called for the third time, and finally, thank god, after I spoke to the another girl to help me on this, she found it, even though she only found 1 peace, i feel so thankful.
So, i went to collect it, once i entered the building, i saw this cibai face bitch, who is the front desk receptionist, who has been working there for like forever, she's been there even before i studied the college. I was so feeling like throwing out when i saw her cibai face, ewww. Why the fuck is she still working there, she hasn't retired? How old is she? 250? What's wrong her fucking ugly hair? She has this few lines of horror fringe hanging on her forehead, and a ponytail tied behind, i bet she hasn't changed the hair style for 20 years. She is the fucking worst receptionist in the whole planet, and the most rude and ill-mannered bitch in the universe. I'm so fucking don't understand why the hell is she still working there?!?!?! Is she been shaking the boss or what? Even the students from my batch had been complaining this bitch for her fucking rudeness, nobody ever liked her, everybody hates her!!! If god would ever let me make 1 wish (for today), I'm so fucking wishing her to be sent to Mars. She belongs there. Please, somebody do something. I think am sending a letter to TOA to tell them, they really need to change their receptionist. Who the hell would like to study in that college seeing a big fat cibai face displaying at their entrance. She is the best representative of a face of cibai. Arghhh...
Anyway, thanks for the girl who helped me on the painting, that made my day not that bad after all, thank god. And she's pretty though... haha.

UPDATE

What a surprise, I just got a call from the One, Somebody called and told me that they actually read the letter (ya, i wrote the complain letter), and informed me that they felt sorry about my incident, (WOW. I didn't expect this to happen, i thought they would just ignore my letter.) She also thanked me for bringing this out to them (even it's only a small matter), and they will solve this internally (how will it be?). See, we should never just keep quiet, voice out whenever, whatever you feel unfair.

me?

Sei la, I'm feeling so empty these few days. What had i done? Nothing! Sigh... In fact, I've just got back from a trip, I was in Genting 2 days ago, but i feel like I'm been having this black out for weeks. I'm sorry, if i'm having too much 'boring' lately.
Read about a post from my friend's blog, 'Time is adjustable!', WTF?!?!
Since I have nothing better to do, so I did a meme (what's is meme actually?). Copied this from Mr. Wanna which was copied from somebody else.


1. I've come to realise that my last kiss was happened under 20 celsius degree. Pretty cool.

2. I am listening to the annoying background music playing from the website thegaymonsters.com

3. I talk very slow. If you've ever talked to me in these 2 years, you would notice this. Do i bother? I would concern more about my brain, it works slower.

4. I love to see him sleeping beside me when i first open my eyes in the morning. Eww, ya i know.

5. My best friends are not from a same group of people by most of the time.

6. My car is aging...

7. My love life is separated, which means I'm having my love and my life separated.

8. I hate it when people ask me how to pronounce my chinese name in english.

9. Love is a form a stupidity.

10. Marriage is a process that needed to be done before you can get divorce.

11. Somewhere, someone is thinking am I queer? Well, thanks to those who answered them, 'you ask him la' for me.

12. I'm always attempting to do something this, something that, and it'd ended before the attempt turn into action.

13. I have a secret cheesy crush on him/her (aren't we talking about secret here?!?!).

14. My cell phone is not rang for 3 hours.

15. When I wake up in the morning, please tell me that I can have another 30 minutes to sleep.

16. When I go to bed at night, i will have a smoke first in the toilet.

17. Right now I am thinking about is this the best thing that I can do for this afternoon?!?!

18. Babies are, annoying for the most of the time. So, am not thinking about getting knocked up.

19. I get on MySpace, to look at others people profile, as far as i can remember, i don't have anything on mine.

20. Today I am bored to death as usual.

21. Tonight I will go to sleep by 12 or 12.15.

22. Tomorrow I will try not to be so bored.

23. I really want to get my tummy flat.

24. Someone that will most likely repost this is definitely not my mister.

Happy Halloween.

new machine

She's so gorgeous, breath taking and sexy. She's might a little too classy, but that doesn't mean she can't be beautiful. Well, she's not mine, but she's new.

Had my folio done, have to fine-tune it some more. Still boring. I watched this show a couple of weeks before, it was a show sponsored by DIGI, it talked about some of most exciting, adventurous activity that can be done in Malaysia, like sky diving, scuba diving, rock climbing, and so on. I think the show i watched was the final episode, so, the host ended the show by saying this (or roughly saying this, of cause i can't remember all she said exactly), she said, don't you ever dare to say that you're boring, that you have nothing to do in your life, there are so many exciting activities can be done in Malaysia. ya, who doesn't know that every mother must be a women, but the problem is, which 1 of those is needed no money? If those kind of activities are affordable to everyone, who wouldn't want to try?!? By saying that, so I still have a bunch of excuses to practice a boring life. Sigh.

boring1

I knew this is going to happen, haha, i'm not surprise at all. When was the last time I wrote a post, it was like 20 years ago?!?! Haha. It's my pattern, i always start up things passionately, then it'll fade off, losing all the way till it ends. Sad kan? Don't bother me, can't be helped.
I wasn't that busy the last few weeks, in fact, i was quite super free. I had only 2 jobs in October, of cause i couldn't believe it. Ever since i joined the company, I've been working like hell, working on all the accounts & jobs alone, or with some not so happening colleague, (almost like working alone, I didn't mean you, honey), so, you can imagine, even the toilet is running out of toilet paper is my business (well, it still is). Fortunately, i didn't waste the once in a life time chance to do something else, i had a freelance job, i compiled my portfolio (finally) the first time in 4 years (ops). I had it done yesterday and showered to my friends, then I was criticized kao kao, eww, bad she, hate her. I thought it would be quite okay, who knows, sigh...
I heard a shocking news (or secret) from a friend of mine days ago. It really shocked me. I screamed and screamed, and jump up and down, and screamed and had a few moments of coma, and screamed when i got the news, I only stopped when I found out that i wasn't alone in the office (I thought I was). It's scary, unexpected, big, surprise, and shocking. Unfortunately, i cannot tell the story, (not to everyone, hehe) the person had my word by not telling anyone that. Even worse, I actually told that to 3 person (ops)... so far. Please forgive me, honey, i didn't mean to spread it, they are so not involve in any of these, so, they are threat-less. I hope it's okay. I was so stress, when i knew that I was told the first and only, it's so stressful by keeping it alone. Some more, it's not like somebody would die after i tell to someone, so it's even more suffering. But i still have to keep, so, for those who is interested, wait for the person to come to you, I hope he/she will.

too hot or not hot?

Tom Ford launched a new fragrance which ad has gone a bit far.So, how you see it? The ads feature the bottle placed on certain part of a woman, 1 version on the upper part, the other one on the lower part. The funny thing is, i thought only the gays will buy the cologne, but by looking at the ad featuring such appetizing images, I think it's a NO?!?! I don't think I want to smell like... halo?!?! I don't think it's suitable to post the image here, (I do have kids to visit my blog) so I have no choice but to mosaic the pic all, soli. If you think you can handle the clear version of the pic, pay a visit to Tom Ford's website, but I have to warn you, it's NSFW, and there might be too much fleshes to handle.

PS, at least I'm pretty sure that Tom Ford is super hot, not to judge on the ads, he's a sexy beast.

do they move?

This pic was kinna made my day, I laughed, laughed and laughed when i saw it. Can I get somebody to send 'em back to Madame Tussauds's. Hahahaha.

what's wrong with them?

I took this picture last week, seeing this psycho neighbor torturing the cat brutally. I'm not so sure if the cat was theirs, but even if it is, it was still pretty cruel. They even put it in a rat trap, unfortunately, I didn't manage to take that pic on time, & also they just did it once. They were throwing it to each other, screaming at the cat. They might burnt its pubic hair or inserted a carrot inside the... (Ewww, I'm sorry, i shouldn't have... sorry), I said might, I stopped after I took the picture, so I'm not quite sure if they've done that, too bad. What's wrong with the people? They don't have anything better to do or what? Wait, I didn't mean to spy them, just so happen saw it. (I might be a little bit too bored at work lately, but I'm sure I have much more better things to do than that). Or maybe they just had too much Britney's news.
Oh, shoot, i didn't mean to bother Britney neither, sorry Chris. Chris Crocker, the super fan of Britney is famous now, for god knows what's the reason made the fame, at least we know that joining reality show by having nude pics spreading in the internet is not the only way to get yourself famous. Try harder girls.

singa-poor

I went there 2 weeks ago, after i came back, I didn't have time to write a post, been super busy at work these days, and I seeing it as a good sign.
Haven't been there for a couple of years, oh dear, they are not progressed at all. Didn't expect them to be nice to me, but damn! don't fxxk with me! They are so rude, they are so impolite, they are worse than the noisy bitches from ANTM. OMG, can you imagine, i've been there for 2 days plus, but i met bitches everyday. Ya, i met more than 1 a day, sigh! Just right after my friend & I arrived, we walked into this mall, and were pass by this shop, and this bitch was standing in front of me, then I said excuse me, thought that she would let me pass by, then for god knows what the fuck of the reason, she sucked shit in her mouth, saying something to bad me, I didn't really hear what she said, but I'm sure it wasn't something good, WTF, i turned my head after passed by her, and looked at her, i swear if she ever looked back to me, I would've fucked her nicely. Unfortunately, Mr Mountain was there trying to ask me not to mess things up, so thank god, that bitch didn't have to die. This is only 1 of the many incident that we met. Poor bitches.
We met up with Skey, I think she's doing good, she's been there for 2 months, everything is going fine. Like she said to me, you don't need to like the people there, you are there because you like their money. Okay, fair enough, who would actually like those bitches.
My sister in law is pregnant, she's having her second baby, I personally hope it'd be a boy. Hope she'll be fine too.
Luckily we were pretty good at syoking sendiri, if not, i wouldn't be able to think a thing nice about the poor trip. We walked and walked and walked, like we'd been touring around the island for 3 times, haha.

Oh, did I tell you i saw Bryanboy, or Bryanboy wannabe, or Bryanboy lookalike, or whoever he/she is, wait, or maybe he just look farnie.

slut trip

i'd hit it

A new billboard is installed opposite Eastin Hotel, It's a fashion brand billboard featured Ken Watanabe.
Having so much work lately is so tiring, going to on leave doesn't help much, because then I'll have more pressure on finishing up my work, sigh. Yes, I always have to get my work done before I can go on leave, why? because if not, then who's gonna do my work? In the other word, I can handover my job to no one. Don't get it? I'm kinna working on my own, but I'm not the boss. Still don't get it? I'm 1 of the 2 staffs in my company, we are doing totally different jobs and task. Get it? No? Doesn't matter, me neither...
At least passing by Ken Watanabe's billboard made my day, haha.
PS, I do have a okay relationship with my dad, not excellent, but good enough.

snap shot1

It's only been 2 days, I miss him so much. Though this is not the first time, but i feel so uncomfortable when he's not around. I was so happy when he called this morning...

new album is out

I walked by a music record store, found out that Wee Meng Chee's album had been released. It's expected, isn't it? Unfortunately, the controversial Negarakuku is not on the track list. It's expected, isn't it? Check out his website, if you wanna know more. He's so fxxking daredevil.

ewww (explicit images!)

I received this mail from tamaghost, ewww, it's shocking ewww, it's so gross. Have you ever imagined Barbie got pregnant? Yes, the barbie doll that you're familiar with. It's so unbelievable, I mean, Kent is so convincingly gay, how could that happen? She's not only pregnant, she's giving birth to a baby, the email i received has got the pictures of the process of Barbie giving birth to a baby. :-o. Ewww.
Yet, this is also one of the most worth-reading forwarded mail I've received in months, well done to the person who created it. Ewww.I feel too lazy to post the NSFW version, maybe you can ask me to forward you the mail.

glad to see you back

It's back, the shower room's curtain is changed back to the type it used to be. Ewww, before that, it was in half see-through, and in cacat length (not touching the floor). It's so uncomfortable when you're showering in it, it feels so not right, and the plastic material is easily get dirty, and i could see stain on it, ewww, that's the gloss-est part. And the material is so harsh that you can never shut it properly, hate it, hate it.
Now we can have back the polyester fabric curtain, and it's more durable and water repellent, it can even resists stains... Haha, am I good on selling it? Cheh.
PS, I think the 4 legged creature, 6 legged or 8 legged will also back in action, haha.

are you out?

I read Monday's newspaper, saw this topic from the supplementary paper, it talks about a group called PT Foundation, formally known as Pink Triangle Foundation (PT?! how pathetic!), oh, I didn't know there is such thing in local, I thought all the activists are buried live or locked in jail. Anyway, it is a community-based, voluntary non-profit making organization providing HIV/AIDS education... blah, I bet you wouldn't want to continue to read that. The spread is actually focus on the study of the 'community', and storys from the interview with some GLBT. It's the first spread of it's series of 7 reports, the first 1 is talking about their relationship with their family. Interviewer shared about story with their family. I thought about this also, what if the day come? I never really wanted to tell 'em, but i do wish there's this day come, that I could share with them my story, or maybe to him bring home. Hmmm, though it sounds impossible for me at the moment, but I do looking for the day to come, it could be something great that happen in my life. It's not really that big deal, (Is this too serious?) it's just a thought of sharing. Hiding is so suffering, isn't it? But unfortunately it's still a NO for now, I could imagined the scenario if I just slap them with the shock, my mum would've brought me to a exorcist to ask him to expel the evil from me, where my dad would kill him so that he wouldn't contaminate me no more. Haha...
PS, are you out? How out?

new award season

The new movie award season has just begun. The Venice Film Festival winners are announced on last Saturday. Ang Li took home the top prize, the Golden Lion, for the second time after his Brokeback Mountain won 2 years back. This years is more meaningful for Chinese because it's been 3 years in a roll for chinese director to bring home the top price, last years the prize was won by Jia Zhang-Ke for the movie Sanxia Haoren (Still Life). It's kinna thrilled when I read the paper this morning, though it has nothing to do with me, but i always like Ang Li. My favorite movie of his is Hsi yen (The Wedding Banquet). And another Hurray for Cate Blanchett by winning the best actress for her portrayal of Bob Dylan in the movie, I'm Not There. I told you, she's good. And well done to Brad Pitt for the best actor award. I thought nobody would care about his movie performance after he has got so many things going around his over exposed private life with Jolie and their 6 kids?? or 8? Critics say Brad's win is more baffling than Li's win. Check out the winner list from the official site.

Here start the oscar race for 2007, my favorite for this year is definitely Cate Blanchett for The Golden Ages, and Angelina Jolie for The Mighty Heart. Both won before for the supporting role, it must be a great competition between them. But it's not looking good for Lust, even though it won big in the Venice. Come on, it's a foreign language film (for them), and directed by an asian. I don't even think it has the chance, Brokeback lost because of the theme, american is american, you think they would let a foreign language film to win?!? No way. Maybe Hairspray would stand a better chance. Haha.

pc

I want to get a laptop so bad lately. I always want to get 1, but I thought I didn't really need it, because I can online when I'm in my office, when I'm work, so i thought i didn't have to spend that much of money to buy a pc, of cause i never have enough money to buy 1. But whenever I'm not working or during the weekend, I'm totally disconnected with the cyber world. So sometimes i got a bit frustrated. Of cause i know i could do it at the internet cafe, but every 12 out of 10 is playing computer games in the cafe, and I just surf net? It doesn't feel right. It's not only that, i wish i could have my own pc so that i could work at home. Of cause, money to me is another issue, it's so not easy for me to have enough money to buy a laptop. Somemore i want to get a Mac, and I can't even afford a pc, sigh. Never thought it could be that hard, so when I think back, it must be difficult for my parent when they bought me a pc last time. (Ya, i had 1, it's a desktop, I passed it to my sister 3 years ago, because she needed it.)

And you know what, i started writing this post last weekend, but i needed to go before i finished it, and today i had a busy day as usual, so now only i can post it. Sigh, pathetic, kan?
PS, fortunately i could surf net in my office, if not I'm so like paralyzed. Ops, sorry for those who couldn't do so.

birthday

Wednesday was Alex's birthday. I did this picture for her. How's it? Not bad huh? Haha.

anouncement

Sister and sister sekalian, for your information, though bernard had such honor by appearing in my blog for several times, but he is NOT my BF, ok? I wish he is, but unfortunately, i think i have better taste. That doesn't mean he's not good enough, but i'm a bit too choosy. Thank you.

ella ella ella eh eh eh

I had a super busy week, that's why my posting was retarded for quite some time. I've been having sweet sweet honeymoon in my office for the past couple of months, i am so not used to it for these few days by working my ass off like that. My company is having a new client, at the same time, some of existing account are active all out of sudden, so it's like overloaded all over the place. At first, i thought that should be good by having a new client, so new business means new income, and my servicing told me that she charged them a good amount of money for the job. God knows, yesterday my servicing was informed that they have only small budget for the job, when she told me, i was like, Ha??? WTF? Then i spent so much time and effort for what?!?! Argh...


Anyway, i met a blogger last week, nice meeting him, nice reading his blog, he is Mr. Ycwyatt?!?!. I read this post from his blog, it's about recommending a cover version of Umbrella from a singer-songwriter Scott Simons. He said Simons' version is better, then i thought of Mr. Mountain Water's post of Mandy Moore's version. MW said her version is the best rendition. Ha, farnie, now we have a girl’s fight. I've never heard of any of those before i found out from their blog, in fact I'm not a fan of Rihanna, but I would say i prefer the Simon's version. Sorry, Mr. Mountain Water, how i wish Mandy is more good looking than Scott Simons, too bad. Be the judge, check out both version from their blog, and find out how'd they fall for their choice. Click on them, Mandy Moore from Mr. Mountain Water, Scott Simons from Mr Ycwyatt.
 Hahaha ella.

update from bernard

He's in Manchester now, still haven't found a job, unfortunately. But looks like he's having fun, that isn't so bad after all. Hope he has enough money to survive. Having a chat with him now, apparently he said he's actually going thru a hard time, he has to live with instant noodle and bread for the time being, what to do, travel so much, haven't got a job yet, sigh. Hei, honey, better get a job first lo. Hope he's listening, before he got himself ended up eating shit... Haha, that's what he said. No picture yet from Manchester, anyway i wouldn't want to post his picture, i mean who really wants to look at his face... But couldn't help, i really need to give him a word or two on the pictures he took from the previous tour of Burren & Cliffs of Moher, god knows where the hell is that. Hei, honey, you really need to work on your facial expression, hei, you already don't a decent face, act la prettier a bit, at least smile a bit... I wouldn't want to go to UK looking at the picture taken with your fucking horrible face?!?! Come on, do you really need to be in every single frame you shoot? Don't la ruin the scenery. Can we suffer less while browsing your pictures? Sigh... So, you think i'm kidding? Kinna, don't take it too serious, you are still my favourite girl. Gam ba teh, keep on rocking. PS, maybe taking 1 or 2 pictures of those blonde hot chick would be nicer, although i would love to see the hunks... but i would rather look at chicks instead.

cate

Cate Blanchett is one of my favourite actor, I admire her acting performance. She has an up comming film, I'm Not There, a biopic of Bob Dylan which she plays Bob Dylan. Cate is used to adopting a number of guises. From her breakthrough role as Elizabeth I, which is also my favourite role of her - through to her Oscar-winning turn as Katharine Hepburn in The Aviator - she is as mesmerising playing historical figures as she is modern ones. She has the unique screen attraction which i just couldn't resist.

from skey

Sob sob, she's been gone for 3 weeks, miss her so much. She's fine working in Singapore. She walks 15-20 minutes to take bus to work every morning, then another 15-20 minutes walk after she gets back from work. So unbelievable kan? And of cause, she cried. For the walking? Come on, she cries for everything.
Hei, honey, i'm goona be there soon, hopefully. See you soon.

photoshop award

Even if you are came from Mars, you should noticed that all the publicity pictures now a days are photoshoped, especially pictures that are used in advertising. Ever wonder why Miss Mimi only looks perfect on a album cover? Or why is Madge looks like she's forever 30? (although she doesn't look like the age she is, but not that winkleless!) So, if you think beauty is something you born with, not something you create, how naive? Think again.
Here is a link to a website which offers example of some photoshop jobs. I'm not amazed, because i've seen better. But it's pretty cool. http://www.iwanexstudio.com/
I did a little work on my photo too, See, look how amazing a photo can be done! Sigh, so sad to know that i actually needed a lot of work to be done on my photo. Haha. LOL. Can't stop laughing...

surf's up

Watched it over the weekend, unfortunately not in the cinema. Surf's Up is ingenious and fresh, the mockumentary format of the film is a delightful surprise. Shia LaBeouf (ya, he's everywhre) hits the mark perfectly as Cody Maverick. The movie is fun and entertaining. The main reason i admire the film is becouse it's very surf theme oriented, I always like the sport. I listen to the OST as well, I always go for the soundtrack if i really like the film. Actually, if it's wasn't louis, i wouldn't be so into OST. It would be better if you listen to soundtrack before you watch the movie, i usually do that, when l manage to get the OST before the film.
The Surf's Up OST is a fun summer sampler, it's uplifting. I've been having so much enjoyment listening to the OST.
Before this, i liked the work from Gustavo Santaolalla very much, he's a film composer. His musical style frequently combines elements of rock, soul, African rhythms and Latin American folk. He plays variety of stringed instruments including the guitar, the guitarron, the charango, and the ronroco. I like his work for the film, Brokeback Mountain and The Motorcycle Diaries. Thanks for Charmaine for recommending The Motorcycle Diaries OST.

new era

Advertising has came to a new era, where the target audience has a new definition.
Many brands now actively target the GLBT community, as even the most conservative execs have come to realise that there's just too much money to be made from well-to-do, happy-to-spend GLBT consumers. And merely acknowledging consumers who sadly are used to being ignored if not vilified, does wonders for brand loyalty.
Log on to http://www.trendwatching.com/trends/forever/GLBT-ads.html to check out more ads.

news from bernard

I met bernard today, in msn, he sounded good, he's in dublin now, with his sister. Check out his friendster, http://www.friendster.com/26995789 for his updated photos, and also his website, http://bernlim81.multiply.com/, for his photos and whatever it has.
Aiyo, still fucking struggling with all the blogging thingy, i never good at IT, don't even know how to post a fucking profile picture, nia sing, and sure i don't know how to post a warning sign saying 'caution! this blog contains offensive languages & picutres (soon).' Sigh.

bon voyage

Ha, so farnie that i actually started a blog. I had a frienster 1, but i didn't even write much on that, doubt that i will do the same to this too, bleh. I felt that reading people blog would be a lot more fun than writting myself 1. I said this before, i don't really have a life that is so fabulous to write about, i don't have that much of friends to bitch about, i'm not that up to date that could share out the new thingy, i don't write that much. The last time i posted on my friendster blog was 6 months ago, ha.
Bernard had just gone to UK. I called him the day before, i was feeling so hard when having the last phone call with him before he left. So glad that he did this. So glad that he did this on his own. Wishing something great to happen to him on his coming days. Hope he can make it.