30 August 2010

happy 53th birthday

Haha, never thought there will be somebody who tracks my blog for updates, :p
好多謝Chris, 亦都唔好意試辜負咗你,是時候update下啦!

Chris was asking about my update for the instant 2, but i really didn't know what to say, well i still don't. I thought it was too instant, i even felt 'pai sei' to write it down, furthermore, now that is over, i don't see a point to write it down neither... ok, maybe i'll try to write.
Everything that happened to me this few months is just crazy , i talked to my girlfriends, they were like, wow, what's wrong with me, or am i alright? It's just way too crazy... I asked my girlfriends could it be the place? or was it me?? Since i moved in here in April, my adventure has never been stopped! Ya, i've been meeting guy after guy, i even told myself, whoa... Okay, the instant 1 might be a mistake, since i never been in this 'thing' for so long, maybe i thought, ok, that could be it, and i blew it. Then, i thought mmm, maybe the instant 2 seems more likely, i tried, i really did, but it didn't last longer than a menstrual cycle, ops. I was quite numb then, i thought, ok, even if i wasn't getting any, whatever.
Then he came, ya, the instant 3, well because there were all too instant, even more instant than i could have time to put them in particular post, so you didn't miss the post of instant 3 or 4. Again, i couldn't believe it, i've been single for almost 3 fucking years, once it comes, it comes together. It was unbelievable.
Mr instant 3, at first i thought we are so distance, we come from different part of the world, i took it as a no in the beginning, but it progressed. Actually, i was a bit disappointed when i first met him, he wasn't what i pictured he'd be, and he didn't gimme anything that i would think am through. But... the night went well. Phew, i thought... have i? was i? I thought i had something, but there is a 'but'. Well, at least i know i've had fallen for him, i was sure just for that few days. I believe that when the thing come, you will really know. Ya, even if he's stinks, fat, arrogant, stupid, childish, ignorant, rude, obnoxious, or he's a total dickhead or asshole. I think i always fall for the wrong guy, dickhead, straight guy, somebody's boyfriend... hmm.

to be continue...