my place 1

Step a side from the headache thingy, talk about something more headache! Nah, it's actually some contentment. But actually it's quite headache also.

Beside being thrown around in the circle of affection, i've been quite busy settling my new place. I wasn't so exciting about, it was more of a hassle, :p. But as i starting to see some outcome, i guess am please. Well, i guess i should feel excited about it, shouldn't i?! Sigh, still some more work to be done before i can move in. Defects, some wiring work, lights & fan installation, minor reno, & curtains... Sigh, finger cross, that i can move in this month.

Some pictures to share...

Park view from my unit

View from my window

Corridor hall

Kitchen

Bathroom

happy 53th birthday

Haha, never thought there will be somebody who tracks my blog for updates, :p

好多謝Chris, 亦都唔好意試辜負咗你，是時候update下啦！

Chris was asking about my update for the instant 2, but i really didn't know what to say, well i still don't. I thought it was too instant, i even felt 'pai sei' to write it down, furthermore, now that is over, i don't see a point to write it down neither... ok, maybe i'll try to write.

Everything that happened to me this few months is just crazy , i talked to my girlfriends, they were like, wow, what's wrong with me, or am i alright? It's just way too crazy... I asked my girlfriends could it be the place? or was it me?? Since i moved in here in April, my adventure has never been stopped! Ya, i've been meeting guy after guy, i even told myself, whoa... Okay, the instant 1 might be a mistake, since i never been in this 'thing' for so long, maybe i thought, ok, that could be it, and i blew it. Then, i thought mmm, maybe the instant 2 seems more likely, i tried, i really did, but it didn't last longer than a menstrual cycle, ops. I was quite numb then, i thought, ok, even if i wasn't getting any, whatever.

Then he came, ya, the instant 3, well because there were all too instant, even more instant than i could have time to put them in particular post, so you didn't miss the post of instant 3 or 4. Again, i couldn't believe it, i've been single for almost 3 fucking years, once it comes, it comes together. It was unbelievable.

Mr instant 3, at first i thought we are so distance, we come from different part of the world, i took it as a no in the beginning, but it progressed. Actually, i was a bit disappointed when i first met him, he wasn't what i pictured he'd be, and he didn't gimme anything that i would think am through. But... the night went well. Phew, i thought... have i? was i? I thought i had something, but there is a 'but'. Well, at least i know i've had fallen for him, i was sure just for that few days. I believe that when the thing come, you will really know. Ya, even if he's stinks, fat, arrogant, stupid, childish, ignorant, rude, obnoxious, or he's a total dickhead or asshole. I think i always fall for the wrong guy, dickhead, straight guy, somebody's boyfriend... hmm.

to be continue...

an instatant 2

我真系唔知广么咯。。。

world cup 2010

World Cup started 11th last month, has come to the last 4 matches & 4 teams. Wow, i think am still on the fever of the tournament. I'm never really a football fan, not for those never-ending premiere league, FA Cup, UEFA... but i do watch some big game, like EURO, COPA and love the world cup.

I started the first world cup when i was 12. I remember it was 94, the USA's. I guess it was because of my dad, and i was really nurtured to the magical attraction of the world cup. And it was also the time i started to fell for Italy. Thinking back the year, i still remember the faces of Roberto Baggio, Dino Baggio, Pagliuca, Maldini... Wow, it was all 16 years ago. The year belonged to Brazil. I was so sad that Italy lost, and i had to go to school after the match. I've been supporting Italy since then, and also a motivation to wait for Italy's vittoria . Finally, Italy won their due last world cup, 2006, the Germany's. I was watching at home, alone, i danced, silently screamed (others were sleeping), i was so happy.

the 94's Italy squad

Then i thought, so maybe that was it. I lost my objective to watch the world cup. But when this year world cup come back, i'm still on it, i can still feel the fever, it still evokes the beauty of the wolrd's biggest game. I guess the addiction has been planted since then, by my dad. Tell you what, actually it is also a special bound between me and my dad, to talk about the world cup, it's been the most interesting topic between the 2 of us, :).

Another interesting thing that i discovered recently, and i find it quite funny, there are really no gay watch football, are there? I've looked around, no, no one, nobody at all! So the farnie part is, i guess am not that gay after all, ain't i? Hahahaha. Well, maybe 1, i guess Ryan is the only one. I enjoy this world cup also because i have kaki at office, you guys rock! I still can't get over that am the only gay around myself that really into world cup, tsk tsk tsk, hahahaha...

This world cup has nearly come to an end. 2 of my biggest favorite had lost, Argentina & Italy. Now left only Uruguay, Netherlands, Germany & Spain. I really hoped that this could be Arg, sigh, they have to wait for another world cup. It'll be in Brazil, 2014! I'll definitely still on it, the 20th anniversary of my world cup watching!

3 of the hottest player from the top 4 teams

one of the finest goalkeeper, the spanish Iker Casillas

the german striker, Lukas Podolski

the dutch striker who's up for Golden boot, Wesley Sneijder

casey...

It's been 4 & a half years, how could i don't feel a thing? We've been together for 4 & a half years.

It's actually longer than i expected. Even when the seller sold him to me, he said i would change it after 2 years, but it lasted for 4+. It might not be that long compare to some others, but i guess it's not a short period of time...

I'll definitely miss you, Casey.

Casey & i

Casey

last number shown on Casey

the other thing i miss about Casey,

the Kenwood player that had accompanied me for years

Ciao!

awareness

Suddenly, i aware that my blog is just toooo dull, i shouldn't keep on blogging about the unhappiness. Happy wonderful things are those that i need to keep, remember, store, continue to have!

I was actually reading others blog, isn't blog is about sharing, spreading joy, happiness, luck?!?! Then why am i still having all the dullness, unfortunate thingy!?!? Stop!

Ok, first, i went back to Perak last weekend, by accident, i didn't plan to go back, but i did go back. It was a 24 hours hometown trip, definitely tiring, but unexpectedly, it turned to be quite delightful. The World Cup has started, i spent time watching football with my dad, i spent time with family, it was great. I went out with friends, good friends, we had fun! It was really nice. Love it.

They really a bunch of old good friends of mine, it was wonderful!

an instatant 1

Phew, it was so fast. It's like had taken too much of amphetamines.

... continued

When i don't have it, i always want it, now that i have it, i don't want. Sigh, isn't it ironic.

The whole thing just seemed not right for me, i know it's so selfish to say things like that, but i don't lie, or i just don't act...

'I don't know', seems like it's the only thing i could say about it. I'm really clueless. But i know i feel sorry to him...

212

Ha, finally, i got the registration number for Colby. 212! I tendered for it, and actually i submitted the tender for more than a month ago, then waited for the results to come out, now that i finally got it, phew... happy!

just can't point it out

Was so hunger to put this in words, i was a bit lost, soo need to say it out, and wanted to throw it here too, but had no time to do this, now am about to sleep, reserve it first.

Instead, i actually borrow my gals' ears, thank you so much for the ears, my lovely ah Char & Skey. I needed it badly, luckily you were there.

Btw, thanks Chris too. Seems like he's 1 of the very few people who still reads this. Hahaha.

... to be continue

another deal breaker

The last time i online at home was about a month ago, just got my malcolm fixed. And i have a feeling that he's so new & fresh to me, and i starting to fall in love with him all over again.

Oh, the deal breaker, am i that unattractive? Or am i just an unlucky chucky? First the straight boring ladysmith, then the good-looking somebody else's boyfriend, now the cute attached alvaro. All the deal-breakers... I kinna had a day or two down, but i guess i have to move on...

Still waiting for that something good to happen on me...

another move

Just moved to my friend's place last week. It was my 7th move in 10 years.

and the oscar goes to...

Sigh, Julianne Moore didn't make the cut for the nomination, neither does Tom Ford. Anyway, here's my prediction for the winner.

Performance by an actor in a leading role:
Jeff Bridges, “Crazy Heart”
Though i hope it'd be Firth, he was great in a Single Man, but i know this is still not his year, Bridges has got all the love, he could even made Maggie Gyllenhaal got nominated, so it's Bridges.

Performance by an actor in a supporting role:
Christoph Waltz, “Inglourious Basterds”
No question. Well, i've watched Bastards, he's real good.

Performance by an actress in a leading role:
Meryl Streep, “Julie & Julia”
Many say it's Bullock, but i really hope it's Streep, It's time for her third oscar, the last time she won was 28 years ago, and she deserves it. Streep!

Performance by an actress in a supporting role:
Mo’Nique, “Precious”
Hands down.

Best animated feature film:
“Up”

Achievement in directing:
Kathryn Bigelow, “The Hurt Locker”
The first female to win.

Best picture:
“The Hurt Locker”
Avatar is soo boring...

Writing, Adapted Screenplay:
“Up in the Air,” Jason Reitman and Sheldon Turner

Writing, Original Screenplay:
“The Hurt Locker,” Mark Boal

Ha!

a late 1

It's been almost a month since my birthday...

I had this weird thing when i was young, i never liked being the center of attention, so i don't even like my birthday. But as i grow older, i'm feeling more comfortable with it, maybe sometimes i would even enjoyed.
Hmm, this year my birthday was wa... wa... wa... It's was 1 of the worst in years. I didn't even had 1 decent birthday celebration. Ok, i still received plenty of sms on the day, a few calls and that's it. Ya. I blamed it to the CNY, it was too close to the CNY, maybe that's why nobody would give a damn any nonsense happens 2 days before the CNY. Well, i might be ok with that, since i'd never expected anything to happen, but please allow me to feel a bit pathetic... sigh... sob sob... and maybe sad...
Then there goes the CNY, after i got back to KL, i attended a CNY luncheon, oh, i met my louis girl, she bought me a present, i was sooo touch. On top of that, i liked the present sooo much, it's Dolce's anthology perfume! and it's no. 6!!! I like it! Thank you soo much, girl!

the L’Amoureux 6

Noah Mill who modeled for the L’Amoureux 6

Then when i got back to work, ohh, i got another present from Farina, and it's a Beret! it's from Ted Baker!! it's from London!!! I liked it sooo much too. Muaks Fa!

the Ted Baker's Beret

It actually made my birthday. I was happy. Can't thanked much to them.
After a while, i had a informal birthday brunch with my bff's. It's was nice too. I might not had a happening birthday, but it's the quality that counts. Thank you, gal.

Breakfast at Tiffany's

the best fai friend

And thanks y'all for the sms and calls too!

Gong Xi Fat Cai

I think it was 1 of the longest time that i gone home. I spent 9 days in hometown this time, i couldn't imagine that. I always think that i wouldn't be able to stay in hometown more than a week, and i never do. Another CNY has passed by. When i was young, i never liked CNY, as i grow older, i still don't like, but i can't deny that it's such a great time for family reunion. It's probably a once a year time for us to get together, and i became more and more appreciate the quality time that we spend.

As usual, a lotta feast, lotta food. I always amazed by my mums' super power, how could she has the endless stamina to do all the things? Cookings, laundry, cleaning, it's really tiring, not only that, she had to work during CNY! Ya, she's still working, and her job never had leave or off day, though she only works 4 days a week.

2nd day of CNY is also my dad's birthday, we celebrate his birthday every year.
My adorable parents & their grandchildren.

And my family is growing bigger, this year my 2nd sis brought her boyfriend to join 1 of our feast also, then there are 14 of us, 14! from the original 6 family members! Sooner the dining table won't be able to fit us. Then i thought could that be 1 day my turn to bring somebody home to join the big family dinner? Not like am having somebody now, even if i do, how would that be appropriate?

My 2 sis & my grandma.

My elder sis, Mrs Heng & Mr Heng & Jason & Regina.

My bro & his daughter

My sis in law & her kids

CNY also a perfect time for old friends gathering, just that i didn't do much this year, i spent more time with my family, ok, it's a sign of aging.
I feel old... Happy CNY!

happy 28th...

predictions for 82nd annual academy awards nominations

Eh, just found out actually i didn't do for the last year, but why? i couldn't remember, i thought it was an annual routine for me?!?! Sigh, so kan cheong now, the nomination is like going to announced any minute from now, i've got to do this real quickly.
Actually i didn't have much feeling for this year race, because most of the movies in the running this year isn't my favorite. Except 'A Single Man' i guess, because of Tom Ford + Colin Firth + Julianne Moore, i really hope all of them could get in.
Ok, i'll only do the top 9, well, the rest is gonna be won by Avatar anyway.

Performance by an actor in a leading role:
Jeff Bridges, “Crazy Heart”
George Clooney, “Up in the Air”
Colin Firth, “A Single Man”
Morgan Freeman, “Invictus”
Jeremy Renner, “The Hurt Locker”

Mmm, everybody is talking about these 5, so these are the 5.


Performance by an actor in a supporting role:
Woody Harrelson, “The Messenger”
Matt Damon, “Invictus”
Christopher Plummer, “The Last Station”
Stanley Tucci, “The Lovely Bones”
Christoph Waltz, “Inglourious Basterds”

A race in flux. Except Waltz, i guess everybody else is a fair game. Many others are predicting Molina from "An Education", i put my bet on Damon & Tucci.

Performance by an actress in a leading role:
Sandra Bullock, “The Blind Side”
Helen Mirren, “The Last Station”
Carey Mulligan, “An Education”
Gabourey Sidibe, “Precious”
Meryl Streep, “Julie & Julia”

All seem lock except Mirren, i hope Blunt can get in but she should've been nominated for "The Devil Wears Prada" not this "The Young Victoria", so Mirren is in.


Performance by an actress in a supporting role:
Vera Farmiga, “Up in the Air”
Anna Kendrick, “Up in the Air”
Mo’Nique, “Precious”
Julianne Moore, “A Single Man”
Diane Kruger, “Inglourious Basterds”

I really really hope Moore could get in, her snub at the SAG hurts her badly, but pls, get her in! i don't care much about the rest.

Best animated feature film:
“Coraline”
“Fantastic Mr. Fox”
“Up”

Achievement in directing:
Kathryn Bigelow, “The Hurt Locker”
James Cameron, “Avatar”
Lee Daniels, “Precious”
Jason Reitman, “Up in the Air”
Quentin Tarantino, “Inglourious Basterds”

Best picture:
“Avatar”
“The Hurt Locker”
“Inglourious Basterds”
“Precious”
“Up in the Air”

For directing & best picture, it's pretty obvious & boring, really expect some surprises in the morning.


Writing, Adapted Screenplay:
“District 9” Neill Blomkamp and Terri Tatchell
“An Education,” Nick Hornby
“Precious,” Geoffrey Fletcher
“A Single Man,” Tom Ford
“Up in the Air,” Jason Reitman and Sheldon Turner

Tom Ford plssss.

Writing, Original Screenplay:
“(500) Days of Summer,” Scott Neustadter and Michael H. Weber
“The Hurt Locker,” Mark Boal
“Inglourious Basterds,” Quentin Tarantino
“A Serious Man,” Ethan Coen, Joel Coen
“Up,” Pete Docter and Bob Peterson

The nominees will be announced by Anne Hathaway in a while...

Things to start doing when i have my own place #1

I'm gonna get a washing machine, i'm gonna give all my cloths a clean wash that i've been promised them everytime i wash them cincaily.

the diva is back

No matter how hard all the singers has been trying to get the fame, the awards, the publicity, nobody can compared to her... the only real diva in Chinese Song Industry.

She's back with the new song, 幽蘭操, a theme song from the movie 'Confucius' (孔子).

hairspray

Ok, it's a movie from the last century, ya, am slow, but slow better than no, right?

At first, i was just thinking, mmm... how gay could the movie be? Well, despite the gayness, Zac Efron & John Trovolta, it's really a fun movie, it's so cheerful and optimistic, it made me happy. And, James Marsden is cute.

the proposal

Probably the funniest movie i've seen in a while.

happy twenty ten

If last night was my new year dinner, i guess it was pretty great even if it's late for a day, i guess it doesn't matter. I met with Catt, a long-time best friend, she brought me to this lovely little place, called TJ Haus. The place was nice, and of cause the food is delicious, i think it claimed itself as German cuisines restaurant. We had the seafood soup & salad for starter, both were nice, especially the salad dressing, it taste funny but good, like i couldn't tell what it's made of, too bad i don't remember the name.

The soup & the salad...

We shared the grilled sole for the main course, and homemade cheese cake for dessert. The sole is grilled with herbs butter and served with spinach, tasty. The cheese is soo smooth and light, love it, yummy. Wow, it was satisfyingly enjoying. I wouldn't say i was 100% fell for it, but it was a prefect celebration with friend for my new year. Thanks for Catt, she always brings me to all the makan-makan places, she just knows where to eat!

the main course & the desert...

Shoot, i just caught a cold while i'm typing this, sigh...

You should go sometime, it's definitely worth a try. It's in Subang SS18. Ask me, if u wanna find out.
Did i not mention that the chef is cute? But.. too bad, he's taken, his name is Jeffrey, and the boss there is Thomas.