something sentimental...

I know the day will come, but it just came years earlier than i expected. So, i didn't really know how to react, and i did it pretty bad. I thought things have came to a situation where i shouldn't worried anymore, not now or any sooner, after all the heart warming moment happened recently. Of cause i know the problem is still there, and i know i have to take care of it. Unfortunately i'm still waiting for the right time, the right way, not that i'm not prepared, not that i don't have the guts, but at the same time they are not ready for it, or they are avoiding it. I've never wanted things turned out to be my ideal ending, and am sure is hard for them, but i really hope that there will be one day we can at least talk about it, or it would great if they could take it.
Because it's hard for me too.

Happy Moon Cake Festival.