an instatant 1

Phew, it was so fast. It's like had taken too much of amphetamines.

... continued

When i don't have it, i always want it, now that i have it, i don't want. Sigh, isn't it ironic.

The whole thing just seemed not right for me, i know it's so selfish to say things like that, but i don't lie, or i just don't act...

'I don't know', seems like it's the only thing i could say about it. I'm really clueless. But i know i feel sorry to him...

212

Ha, finally, i got the registration number for Colby. 212! I tendered for it, and actually i submitted the tender for more than a month ago, then waited for the results to come out, now that i finally got it, phew... happy!

just can't point it out

Was so hunger to put this in words, i was a bit lost, soo need to say it out, and wanted to throw it here too, but had no time to do this, now am about to sleep, reserve it first.

Instead, i actually borrow my gals' ears, thank you so much for the ears, my lovely ah Char & Skey. I needed it badly, luckily you were there.

Btw, thanks Chris too. Seems like he's 1 of the very few people who still reads this. Hahaha.

... to be continue

another deal breaker

The last time i online at home was about a month ago, just got my malcolm fixed. And i have a feeling that he's so new & fresh to me, and i starting to fall in love with him all over again.

Oh, the deal breaker, am i that unattractive? Or am i just an unlucky chucky? First the straight boring ladysmith, then the good-looking somebody else's boyfriend, now the cute attached alvaro. All the deal-breakers... I kinna had a day or two down, but i guess i have to move on...

Still waiting for that something good to happen on me...