happy 53th birthday

Haha, never thought there will be somebody who tracks my blog for updates, :p

好多謝Chris, 亦都唔好意試辜負咗你，是時候update下啦！

Chris was asking about my update for the instant 2, but i really didn't know what to say, well i still don't. I thought it was too instant, i even felt 'pai sei' to write it down, furthermore, now that is over, i don't see a point to write it down neither... ok, maybe i'll try to write.

Everything that happened to me this few months is just crazy , i talked to my girlfriends, they were like, wow, what's wrong with me, or am i alright? It's just way too crazy... I asked my girlfriends could it be the place? or was it me?? Since i moved in here in April, my adventure has never been stopped! Ya, i've been meeting guy after guy, i even told myself, whoa... Okay, the instant 1 might be a mistake, since i never been in this 'thing' for so long, maybe i thought, ok, that could be it, and i blew it. Then, i thought mmm, maybe the instant 2 seems more likely, i tried, i really did, but it didn't last longer than a menstrual cycle, ops. I was quite numb then, i thought, ok, even if i wasn't getting any, whatever.

Then he came, ya, the instant 3, well because there were all too instant, even more instant than i could have time to put them in particular post, so you didn't miss the post of instant 3 or 4. Again, i couldn't believe it, i've been single for almost 3 fucking years, once it comes, it comes together. It was unbelievable.

Mr instant 3, at first i thought we are so distance, we come from different part of the world, i took it as a no in the beginning, but it progressed. Actually, i was a bit disappointed when i first met him, he wasn't what i pictured he'd be, and he didn't gimme anything that i would think am through. But... the night went well. Phew, i thought... have i? was i? I thought i had something, but there is a 'but'. Well, at least i know i've had fallen for him, i was sure just for that few days. I believe that when the thing come, you will really know. Ya, even if he's stinks, fat, arrogant, stupid, childish, ignorant, rude, obnoxious, or he's a total dickhead or asshole. I think i always fall for the wrong guy, dickhead, straight guy, somebody's boyfriend... hmm.

to be continue...

awareness

Suddenly, i aware that my blog is just toooo dull, i shouldn't keep on blogging about the unhappiness. Happy wonderful things are those that i need to keep, remember, store, continue to have!

I was actually reading others blog, isn't blog is about sharing, spreading joy, happiness, luck?!?! Then why am i still having all the dullness, unfortunate thingy!?!? Stop!

Ok, first, i went back to Perak last weekend, by accident, i didn't plan to go back, but i did go back. It was a 24 hours hometown trip, definitely tiring, but unexpectedly, it turned to be quite delightful. The World Cup has started, i spent time watching football with my dad, i spent time with family, it was great. I went out with friends, good friends, we had fun! It was really nice. Love it.

They really a bunch of old good friends of mine, it was wonderful!

just can't point it out

Was so hunger to put this in words, i was a bit lost, soo need to say it out, and wanted to throw it here too, but had no time to do this, now am about to sleep, reserve it first.

Instead, i actually borrow my gals' ears, thank you so much for the ears, my lovely ah Char & Skey. I needed it badly, luckily you were there.

Btw, thanks Chris too. Seems like he's 1 of the very few people who still reads this. Hahaha.

... to be continue

happy twenty ten

If last night was my new year dinner, i guess it was pretty great even if it's late for a day, i guess it doesn't matter. I met with Catt, a long-time best friend, she brought me to this lovely little place, called TJ Haus. The place was nice, and of cause the food is delicious, i think it claimed itself as German cuisines restaurant. We had the seafood soup & salad for starter, both were nice, especially the salad dressing, it taste funny but good, like i couldn't tell what it's made of, too bad i don't remember the name.

The soup & the salad...

We shared the grilled sole for the main course, and homemade cheese cake for dessert. The sole is grilled with herbs butter and served with spinach, tasty. The cheese is soo smooth and light, love it, yummy. Wow, it was satisfyingly enjoying. I wouldn't say i was 100% fell for it, but it was a prefect celebration with friend for my new year. Thanks for Catt, she always brings me to all the makan-makan places, she just knows where to eat!

the main course & the desert...

Shoot, i just caught a cold while i'm typing this, sigh...

You should go sometime, it's definitely worth a try. It's in Subang SS18. Ask me, if u wanna find out.
Did i not mention that the chef is cute? But.. too bad, he's taken, his name is Jeffrey, and the boss there is Thomas.

catcing up

I had a dinner with my lovely girlfriend last night. It felt great. I never talked so much in a long time. Me and her can really talk, and it's something that i never thought about, not when we first met. I mean we are so so so different, our friends, background, everything, but we really can talk, even when there are only 2 of us. It doesn't happen very often i guess, or to most of the people, like if i ask you, how many friends of yours who can talk with you 1 on 1. Well, i have sa few, and she's 1 of them.
1 of highlight of the dinner is, she's the third friend of mine who told me that 'she's dating' in 1 week. Ya, at first i didn't realize that, then when i was smiling at her, she asked, what are you smiling for? Then i remembered, oh, she's the third, and it's all happened in a week. Is that a coincidence, or something else, i don't know. But i'm so happy for them, wishing them the best.
It was also a good dinner for laughter, that's it felt so great. I guess i've been having so little laughter lately, it's so minimal. Not that i don't know what is going on, just that i don't even have the energy to bother it. I don't know, i feel powerless on everything, nothing seems right. My company is having so much trouble around, retrenchment, pay-cut, everybody is leaving, though this bother me the least, but the 'qi' already is so negative. My body condition is getting worse, i'm not sure whether is physically or mentally, my backache is getting worse, i'm easily get tired, or am i already old?!?, shit, i'm just fucking 28! Not to say my worst part, it haunts me the most. Sigh, everything is... wrong. I hate to say it, but i can't lie.
So, thanks for the dinner.

update

Bernard has left to Sichuan... with his husband this Monday. Wishing him all the best, happy for him.

Know this guy from louis' Facebook friend list, was trying to add him, he hasn't reply.

It was Lychee's wedding last Saturday, it was a fun night, everybody enjoyed it very much. Pictures are spreading on the net these 2 days. Happy married life.

travelling...

I've traveled more than 1400 kilometers in the last 3 days. Whoa, i've never thought i would've done that. It was crazy, please don't ask me to ever do that again.
I drove back to hometown on Wednesday, then took bus went all the way down to Singapore at the night, arrived on Thursday morning. Paid a visit to my brother, spent a day there, went to Johor on the day at night. Spent the next day in JB visiting my elder sis, then went back to Perak at night, arrived the next morning. Got a little rest, then drove back again to KL at noon. Haha, now that when i thought back, ya, it was crazy.
So, i wouldn't call it a trip, it was more than a race. Well, i didn't think it would be a vacation neither, i was going with my mum, my sis and my niece, i was there to spend money on them, carry luggages for them, it was tiring.
This shouldn't be read by my family, but i'm not going to lie, the cheeriest moment of the trip was when i met Skey, it was the highlight of the trip, we were so happy to see each other. And also i met Bernard, and his boyfriends. The dinner was nice, despite the place and the heat. It's was really nice to meet Chris and Gary, they are nice people. We were quite concern about these 2 ang mo of Bern's, but after we met, i somehow had the feeling of relief. I'm happy that they found each other, happy that Bernard has somebodies to be taken care of, it was sweet seeing them together.
I wish mine is on the way...

support

If blog should be a diary basis narrative or a regularly update record of incidents , then i think i need to label a lot of my post 'covered' .
Last week i went back to my hometown to attend a wedding dinner. At the dinner, i met with this old friend of mine who was my secondary schoolmate. We always have this chemistry going around, we can talk. Well, a lot. We've met not more than 5 times since we left school, but every time we meet, we can just talk. The night was content, we were talking like there were no tomorrow, even the guy who sat next to me asked us did we even stop talking for a second? We had so much update from each other. Then i found out that she actually read my blog! I've never intended to have my blog read by many people, but i think every blogger would please whenever their blog is noticed. I was so happy to hear that, she got all story from here, she never missed. She aware of things going around me. I thank her for being so supportive, for a supportive reader of my blog, for being supportive for my choices. Thank you, babe.
She's gonna be a mama by end of the year, hope that she'll be all well.

move in move out

My ex-house mate moved out yesterday, i have a new house mate just moved in.

what an extinct species

Well, i still have nothing about myself to blog, but i heard of something every extraordinary today. My bff, El, told me that she lost her purse today, but she was so fuxking unbelievably lucky found it after 2 hours. Okay, this is how it happened, She lost it at somewhere, and couldn't find it, or didn't even know where she lost it. So everybody told her to give up and get it reported, of cause i would have asked her to do that also. then after she reported the lost, somebody called up her 2nd phone, which she left in the house while she was out. The guy called a couple of time and left a message to ask El to call back. So after she got home, she saw the message. She immediately called back, and that was the guy who picked up her purse. Then she arranged a time to meet up to get back her purse. OMG, she is so fuxking lucky, even i told her that i doubted myself would do that. There was a few hundreds in her purse, i'm so not believe that this is happening in this world. Even El herself had gave up after a few searches, she knew that if somebody had picked it up, she would have no change to get it back. That guy is real good man, his name is Danny Goh, well, he gave his name card to El. You good, Danny.

Mmm, at least good things still happen.

girls day out 1

This is suppose to be written on last Saturday.
Having a girl day out for a break away is just something that you couldn't ask for any better, especially for my fucking busy working life. I never sure if this life is the one that i or anyone else should ever go after, but in a way, life can only be lived on if you have a living to make for. Sigh, it might be a little depressing, but thinking that i'm only 1 in a million of the stereotype, and not 1 of a few who had the ability to live a fantastic life, well, why don't i just suck it and live on. People who read this might also get annoyed by my negativeness, but are you really having something better? At least i'm still happy, not most of the time, at least part of the time. Maybe i'm a easily satisfied (滿足) person.

Before all were started, we actually had a lousy night day before, but it's not what i'd like to put in words, so forget about it, after all, it was just a great day, it was so much fun. People were great, i like them a lot. There weren't a particular thing that really cheered a lot, not that i could remembered, it was the 'day'. I just had so much fun or should i say, we all had it. And even i had to be the driver that day, i think i spent about 1 and a half to send 'em all home, and i almost rounded the Klang valley, but the fun was over it.
And we did some crazy things, like this...

I think i shouldn't deny this, it has something to do with him also, ha.

over-dued update

Just past half a year in the new company. If you were to ask me am i happy working here in the current company? My answer is for sure. Work is tough, working hour is extremely long, but am so happy working here , well, a slight better than my last job, it was ... sigh. As usual, work has occupied so much of my time, nothing special occurred around my working life, and i pretty much don't have a life beside my working life, so i have nothing to blog.
Is this the time to think that am i going to stay at my current for some time? I give up on this question.
My twin sister has gone to taipei for a couple of months. Hope she'll come back soon.
Am still single, and so ready to mingle.
Coldplay's new album, Viva La Vida is cool, it's been playing in my itunes lately.

Always like Alanis Morissette's Ironic. Life is full of ironic, it's written so true about life, especially when this line comes in, It's meeting the man of my dream, and then meeting his beautiful wife... huh...



I have a crush on a guy lately, unfortunately... huh...

we are on youtube

I've uploaded the wedding wishing video we did for Rachel in youtube, it's not so amazing, but we did spent some time and effort in it, of cause the major credit goes to the editor Wel, she had done a big part in producing the video, big applause to her. And of cause big wishes to our lovely, intelligent, and big Rachel, we are so happy for her, so glad that she'd found her happiness and love of life, we wish you all the best for the marriage, and living happily ever after.

siem reap trip4

At the lasy day, we went straight to the airport after we woke up, sigh.

the airport

Posing for the last time in the airport. Oh, have i introduced my fellow trip mate?
Ladies & Gents, Skey

Tammy

Wel

and the beautiful big Ben

not to forget, eye candy day 4

Oh, that's my friend on the flight menu, the guy, no, the girl, no... erm... the girl, i mean the guy.

siem reap trip3

Pictures taken on the third day.

Packing up to move to another guesthouse.

Taking picture with the nicest guesthouse staff, wait, what was her name again?

Then we moved to 8 Rooms, that is its ad banner on a tuk-tuk, check out the site.

Pictures in the room.

The garden

Nice interior at the reception area

In a place that as sunny as Siem Reap, wearing sun glasses is a MUST.

In a place that as dusty as Siem Reap, wearing mask is MUST MUSTs.

A glamor local motorbike chic.

The War Museum

A guide on our museum visit, he was one of the Civil War victim.
He told stories about the war, weapons, and the suffering caused.

She must have done it a thousand times before.
It's a Soviet-built T-54 tank.

Anti-Aircraft gun, model: forgot.

Giant Wall-E, no, it's another tank from the war.

machine guns

M16 rifle, it's so heavy

The Cambodia Cultural Village

After the town tour, shop again...

and again...

and again.

Ladies and gentleman, the ultimate camera whores continuous shot back in the rooftop of the guest house.

pathetic...

The Pub Street

A local beer girl

Posing at the Pub Street

My angel and devil of shoulder

Swensens, the only international brand we could find here, not even McDonald or 7-eleven.

Eye candy day 3, ignore the extra.