counting down

One more day to go, busy packing and spring cleaning my place, almost ready.

I had a farewell last Friday, wait, was it mine?! Or maybe i should re-phrase it, i attended a farewell last Friday. Initially, (who cares? actually i did) it was a farewell for me and the lovely Miss Ashley. It was kinna like we are having it together, (PS, the 'we' here means, Ash's company was doing it for her, so did mine) since we are leaving almost at the same time, kan?! then a small incident occurred, my only colleague, Miss Alex couldn't make it, due some really concrete reason, i have to say it's reasonable, so it left me and my boss. And because of that, my boss attendance was matter, at least it is so that my 'farewell' would exist, otherwise it wouldn't be a farewell if attendee is nil. For god's sake, my boss didn't leave me the only 'little bit of hard feeling leaving' i had, fuck, the last thing he left me was awkwardness and embarrassment on my farewell, alright, ...on the 'supposed to be my farewell' farewell! Besides, Ash got a pressie from her company on the farewell, it was quite a big appreciation. Me? Ha! (repeat that a million times), from my boss? Haha! (repeat that a billion times), the last time he went Gold Coast for holiday, he bought a bar of chocolate for 3 of us, and it's Cadbury. From his Istanbul trip, we got a box of sweet dessert cake, which ended in the dustbin after a bite. So you think i should expect anything from him? Think till Tommy girl come outta the closet, which means it'll never happen!
Luckily, i didn't really feel the awkwardness, i enjoyed it very much, judging on not having the question of 'was it mine' pop up. It was Ash last day too, i had hard feeling seeing her left. Everybody likes Ash, i do, we've been working together for 3 years. I always adore her, i adore her intelligence, her honesty, her kindness and naiveness (aka so-hai-ness), she seems to know lot, and i find her pretty accomplishing at her age. And one more additional, she has the nicest boobs from all the girls i've ever seen, believe me, it's one of the greatest creation from god. I'm sure am gonna miss her (and them). Well, actually i already do, today the office looks like shit without her, it's so quiet and empty, thank god i will not be here for long. I miss you, darling(s).

i didn't include men's boobs.

the grow

Friendship? What a boring title. Of couse i won't use that. Read about this post from one of the blogger friend, oh, ya, friends, well, it's something that big enough to blog about. Then how should it be? It came across to me about this meeting with a friend few weeks back. She talked about this, it's simple and true, she said friendship is everyday that counts, wait, does the line sounds right? Sorry, that is what i can recall. Basically, it means, friendship lives everyday, everyday is counting. It's like you met somebody 6 months ago, then you never met with each other ever since, but for real, it a friendship that already last for 6 months, regardless the time that you spend together. It's even more accurate to apply on those who have a working life that almost takes 'em all the time, we really don't see our friend everyday, included those closest ones. But that doesn't mean it'll fade away, becouse it grows, we grow.

Sentimental? No. Boring? Maybe.

Ken Hirai new album, Fakin' Pop. I still think his singing is horrible, but he's hot.

an unpleasant routine

Why haven't i ever blogged about it, it's been months. I've been having a thought of putting all these into words, and i've started some days ago, this is the third time. I have no idea, maybe am just the most pathetic whore in the whole Mars next to Mr Wanna. So, instead of write for the 4th times, perhaps i should just do it separately, i must get something out this time first.

From not okay to bad, from bad to nothing, from nothing to maybe it's not too bad after all, from maybe it's not too bad after all back to low again, and i don't even have a clue on what feeling am i having now on writing this. I've never felt less complicated, it just haunt from time to time, for better or worse. Maybe it's because i'm just as normal as others, who just eat and sleep everyday.
So, it happened again. I've lost count on how many times was that. Nothing really surprise, nothing new, it's like the routine, it happens from time to time or every once in a while. I was even got numb to what was the story going. It's just so predictable and boring. Maybe enough is enough, doing the same thing over and over again will just kill you. And if it does, i've died for a million times, ha.

I'd hit it too. Ben is hot.

his picture

boys and girls, my nephew 浩銘.

sick of it

It hit me again, this is the third time. I was so depressed when i woke up last night at 2 found out that my neck was so painful. I have this neck-ache, i don't know what it called, it's caused from some nerve infections, apparently one of my primary nerve was infected and it's swollen, so it caused so much pain whenever i move my neck and arm muscles which are connected from the same nerve. I'm not sure what brought me to this, according to the Tieh Ta practitioner, it's mostly caused by pressure and tiredness. Well, it's not something that not curable, I just have to take extra care of myself in the coming days. So, i guess it just has the possibility to haunt me for the rest of my life, unless i don't work?!?! Then what am i gonna eat?

fantasy

Have you ever imagined how does these Disney Heroes (ok, and some male villains) look like underneath their costume? Or would you like to find out? Alright, except Tarzan, we've seen pretty much of him. See it here.