msn

I just logged onto msn just now, then i put up, do you remember when was the last time you see me here, i don't... haha, pathetic...

slap me

Can somebody just slap me and wake me up? I really shouldn't be sleeping anymore.

a year a title

I just past a year here in this company early this month. It's like i've been here for years. I know the year wasn't easy, hence i've been through a lot. But that doesn't stop time from passing by so fast. On last Friday, we had a staff meeting , and my promotion was announced. It was't unexpected, i've been told already, it should be exciting, i guess, i am too, but at the same time, i got all the mixed up emotion. Even when i first thought of blogging this, it was in good mood, then when i'm writting it, mmm, it turns the other way round. Everything seems not quite fit, or timing is the word that could say it all? Is a year too early? Also the co is not doing well, so a promotion doesn't seems conducted. The position i got has never existed, it's been made up for me. Then there goes the job scope, everybody including me is confused on what am i suppose to do, or how far could it go? To make it worse, i'm actually still doing what i was doing, ya, so that making sense to my new title, SOS, same old shit.

new glasses

or more than like?

Okay, it definitely was not, not that i wish it was. But i enjoyed it very much, much more than much.
Being picked up (without asked for). Went for a more than average Japanese lunch. He paid for the lunch. He got the popcorns. i bought the movie tickets. Watched a movie. Shopped for a while. He bought a pair of shoes (which i saw it sometimes before, wanted to buy but couldn't get the size, coincident.). Then I droved his car leaving the mall to meet a friend, and dinner together, with another friend (okay, this is a bit off). I almost felt like it was, maybe a kiss or two was the only missing...
:-)

support

If blog should be a diary basis narrative or a regularly update record of incidents , then i think i need to label a lot of my post 'covered' .
Last week i went back to my hometown to attend a wedding dinner. At the dinner, i met with this old friend of mine who was my secondary schoolmate. We always have this chemistry going around, we can talk. Well, a lot. We've met not more than 5 times since we left school, but every time we meet, we can just talk. The night was content, we were talking like there were no tomorrow, even the guy who sat next to me asked us did we even stop talking for a second? We had so much update from each other. Then i found out that she actually read my blog! I've never intended to have my blog read by many people, but i think every blogger would please whenever their blog is noticed. I was so happy to hear that, she got all story from here, she never missed. She aware of things going around me. I thank her for being so supportive, for a supportive reader of my blog, for being supportive for my choices. Thank you, babe.
She's gonna be a mama by end of the year, hope that she'll be all well.

feels like dating

i said like.