I had a dinner with my lovely girlfriend last night. It felt great. I never talked so much in a long time. Me and her can really talk, and it's something that i never thought about, not when we first met. I mean we are so so so different, our friends, background, everything, but we really can talk, even when there are only 2 of us. It doesn't happen very often i guess, or to most of the people, like if i ask you, how many friends of yours who can talk with you 1 on 1. Well, i have sa few, and she's 1 of them.
1 of highlight of the dinner is, she's the third friend of mine who told me that 'she's dating' in 1 week. Ya, at first i didn't realize that, then when i was smiling at her, she asked, what are you smiling for? Then i remembered, oh, she's the third, and it's all happened in a week. Is that a coincidence, or something else, i don't know. But i'm so happy for them, wishing them the best.
It was also a good dinner for laughter, that's it felt so great. I guess i've been having so little laughter lately, it's so minimal. Not that i don't know what is going on, just that i don't even have the energy to bother it. I don't know, i feel powerless on everything, nothing seems right. My company is having so much trouble around, retrenchment, pay-cut, everybody is leaving, though this bother me the least, but the 'qi' already is so negative. My body condition is getting worse, i'm not sure whether is physically or mentally, my backache is getting worse, i'm easily get tired, or am i already old?!?, shit, i'm just fucking 28! Not to say my worst part, it haunts me the most. Sigh, everything is... wrong. I hate to say it, but i can't lie.
So, thanks for the dinner.
1 of highlight of the dinner is, she's the third friend of mine who told me that 'she's dating' in 1 week. Ya, at first i didn't realize that, then when i was smiling at her, she asked, what are you smiling for? Then i remembered, oh, she's the third, and it's all happened in a week. Is that a coincidence, or something else, i don't know. But i'm so happy for them, wishing them the best.
It was also a good dinner for laughter, that's it felt so great. I guess i've been having so little laughter lately, it's so minimal. Not that i don't know what is going on, just that i don't even have the energy to bother it. I don't know, i feel powerless on everything, nothing seems right. My company is having so much trouble around, retrenchment, pay-cut, everybody is leaving, though this bother me the least, but the 'qi' already is so negative. My body condition is getting worse, i'm not sure whether is physically or mentally, my backache is getting worse, i'm easily get tired, or am i already old?!?, shit, i'm just fucking 28! Not to say my worst part, it haunts me the most. Sigh, everything is... wrong. I hate to say it, but i can't lie.
So, thanks for the dinner.
4 comments:
Hi Ben,
Suddenly thought of you and decided to go on your blog just to see how you're getting on.
Sad to hear that there is so much problems happening in your life,wats more was is actually affecting your health.
Please call this guy he is a very good chinese doctor who heals stress, backache etc.
I was very sick two weeks ago to the extend I couldn't walk much, only drank half a milo twice a day for 3 days and just lying down and feeling hot and freezing cold.I've visisted 2 doctors had medication but it didn't help.Spoke to a friend and he gave me this contact.I've no choice but to give a try, went there laid down for 1 1/2 hour treatment. After that I felt so much better I could walk more, my fever went away and whats more I could even help mu hubby to cook and mop the floor :)
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Hugs,
Spidymummy
It wasn't that bad, it's just not so lucky, but i'm good, thank you so much, it meant so much to me. I'll try, thanks.
Hey Ben,
Altenative, you can try
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101, Jalan SS15/5A,
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My uncle BF goes there, quite good lo. Better get it fix, or less another day on stif neck is soo not sexy. =)
xoxo
Thanks, dear.
You are sweet too.
Ok,i'll try.
Luv ya.
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